Oh why... O' Whyyy. Why do I feel my stomach clench again... Oh why.... O' Whyyy. Why do I sud - den - ly, feel my stomach clench again.....
I'm not sure. I just wake up. I feel it. I feel a dread? Oh why? I don't know, I question and ask. Why do you feel like this katana? what's wrong? but only shakes pass.\n It's confusing. It don't make sense. Reminissent of the past? It feels confusing and I don't know why.
Oh why... O' Whyyy. Why do I feel my stomach clench again... Oh why.... O' Whyyy. Why do I sud - den - ly, feel my stomach clench again.....
I'm sitting at my pc. I'm trying to just have fun. And when I feel fun. When I enjoy. When I want to do so good. Oh whyyyyy... do you clench... Oh whyyyyyy do you feel so bad. Oh whyyy 'O pleaseeee darling tell me why you feel sooo scared..Is it that one time? Is it that other time? Is it this time? that other time, maybe? I'm unsure, I don't know why. It's confusing and I've just got no idea. Oh whyyyyyy do you feel so scared. Oh whyyyyy... it makes no sense. I hug you, and you feel like crying. I stroke you. And trembles leave my spine. I carress you. I pat you. And for just a second. It feels okay. For the other part. It just return.
Oh baby.. please ... Please tell me, what is up. I want to help. I want to know. But we, we just don't understand. And ohhhhhh, why o' why. And ohhhhhh, we just don't know. Baby why, why do we feel like this. Oh baby, I don't like feeling like this. Oh baby, what is this an - ti - ci - paaaa -tion.
I try and lay down, tell you it's okay. I try and shake it off, and tell you it's okayyyyy. to just feel...
My friend? Oh she's a darling. All she does is wait.. And I am here, here screaming from the insiiiide out. Oh baby.. What's up. Oh babyyyy... What's up. Is it too much? Is it too little? Are you scared of not getting? Are you scared of. having. something. being taken away. Are you scared of not being allowed to talk. Are you scared you'd upset her? not her. But her. Oh and my friend? She's just waiting. Oh my friend? She's just happy. She's just playing. And waiting. And she's there. She has patience. And kindness. And oh. I realize. She is waiting. She is playing. She is happy. She is there. She is, there.
The clench fades, smiles return. Confusion there but it's okay. Pleasant has returned for once again. Don't know why. Don't understand why. But that's okay. It's okay to be scared and confused. I guess. So babyyyyy, katanaaaa, I love you baby and please smile. It's all okay, really okay, really really okay. And it's just all fine.